DREAM

I Dream of Love

Tender Hands after Hard Work that's Rough

I Dream of Kisses

Sweet like Mango, Deep how the Nile Stretches

I Dream of Heartache

Twisting from Vast Emotions from a Warm Embrace

I Dream of Song

The Tie between Dreams + Reality. To You I Belong

I Dream of Your Smile

Your Voice, the Way you Move Your Style

I Dream of Conversations

Your Mind, Intelligent, Your Persuasion

I Dream of Your Strength

All Man yet as Meek as a Child

I Dream of a Lover yet Friend

More than a Romance, A Dream, my Reality So Wild

PRIDE WON'T LET ME SEE YOU

I miss him but my pride wont let me show emotions 'cuz I'm stronger than before, Feelings so distinct..I'm mad because I got the shorter straw…

Love Got Me

Love got my heart trembling with fire, surpassing any and all desires
Love got me dreaming of you, there's no end no retire
Love motivates me and cripples any thought of another,
I simply reserve that space cuz' I know you are the buyer.

Love got me dreaming of moons and planets of which I've never seen
Love got me crying tears of happiness, it will come if I believe
Love makes me want to do the unthinkable all for you babe,
I cherish you, the key player, we are the dream team.

Love got me fantasizing of what should be, could be, would be
Love got me overlooking mountains blocking what we should see
Love makes me want to color you in all the colors not yet imagined,
Your beautiful for who you are, you are the air that I must breathe.

Love is what I see every time I look at your face 
Love is what I feel when I hear your voice, I love what it creates.
Love runs through my very veins, I have all to give to you
Love was, love still is ... Love heals all because it exists so great.

Love is the core of my very soul
Love is what we each have buried deep, from birth it grows
Love is you and me as I dream of us growing old
Love makes me check every minute on my phone.

Love always brings me back to you
Love teaches me forgiveness and patience too
Love softens my rough edges, when it comes to you.
I just wish you knew it was you...

The Color of Love

I've lost my spark
I'm passionate yet I've lost the ark
to take me away
Wading in an ocean of emotions
Further down in an abyss I stay.

This beam of light diminishes
as the anchor draws me deeper... away,
In many ways I look at this and say
It's the story of love we once shared
and now this day...

There is no longer, just what was...
A beautiful color turned to gray.
I'd hate to think it was a mistake
No regrets all decisions made I'll claim.

My heart, I feel I must train.
Yet I have visions of a perfect love
everlasting it will no longer fade.
His distance I feel, a name not known,
But in my heart it's engraved.

Perhaps love knows
before we were even made
Love is a funny entity
not quite logical
inheriting an infamous fame

Love, a funny thing really.
Embodies red, purples, greens
yellows, blues in every hue
Revealing beauty and darkness
in each and every ray

Looking for that white dove
to lead the way.
The purest of all shades
reflecting all colors
in every which way.

Can you withstand the rain
the downpour
all of it can you take?
Can you keep love before it
turns to gray?

Love waits for no one
With love...
There is no second, minute
or day.

SO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHO I AM...YOU GOT IT

SO IF THE APPLE DOESN'T FALL FAR FROM THE TREE, IF MY MOTHER IS STRONG WHY WOULDN'T I BE?

THERE ARE SO MANY WISHING TO SEE ME FALL, I MAY BE 5'4 BUT I'LL ALWAYS STAND TALL.

YES I'M UNIQUE, I'M DIFFERENT...A MILLION OTHERS.

I CAN ONLY BE ME, DESTINED FROM BIRTH JUST FOR STARTERS..

FROM THE WOMB I WAS STRONG, YET I WAS BORN A PREMI..

GREEDY AS AN INFANT, I WAS ALWAYS HUNGRY.

I LOVE IT JUST TO BE COMFORTABLE ON MY OWN TWO FEET,

I'M RIDING THE TAIL OF SUCCESS, NEVER SKIPPING A BEAT.

MY ARMS PRE-MADE JUST FOR THE REACH, MY FINGERS ALREADY PREPARING A THANK-YOU SPEECH.

I LIKE THE HATERS, WHO THINK THEY KNOW WHAT I'LL SAY BEFORE I SPEAK.

THEIR WORDS ARE JUST REDUNDANT, LIKE A PARROT AND ITS BEAK.

SOME THINK I'VE GONE MAD, BUT I JUST HAVE A MAD STREAK.

HUNGRY FOR SUCCESS, WANT TO RIDE OUT TO MY PEAK.

WHEN I DO, I'LL SPRINKLE THE GAINS LIKE A FORMING STREAM FROM A LEAK.

NOT CARING WHAT PEOPLE THINK, NOT ASHAMED LIKE A FREAK.

IMMA SHARE IT, NOT BECAUSE OF FAME BUT I BELIEVE IN GIVING AND UNITY.

I CARE ABOUT PEOPLE, DON'T CARE TO SEE THEM FALL BENEATH.

IT'S NOT ABOUT YOUR TITLE, BUT THE EYES YOU OPEN TO SEE, FROM THE LIES THAT PUT CHAINS ON

YOU AND I, SO THE TRUTH WE SEEK.

I AM, THE PAIN THAT I FEEL FOR OTHERS AND ME...FEEL TOO STRONGLY THAT I COULD PULL OUT

THESE PEARLY WHITE TEETH.

I AM... PASSION, I FEEL TOO STRONGLY FOR THESE MEAN STREETS.

I WON'T START A FIST FIGHT, CAN'T EVEN HURT A FLEA...

BUT I'LL ROCK HARD LIKE A THUG TO THIS SONG AND THIS BEAT.

BUT DON'T GET IT TWISTED, I WILL DEFEND DON'T MESS WITH ME.

I'LL BE A CONTRADICTION, PULL A HEM, NEXT A FOOT ON YOUR NECK HAVE YOU SCREAMING PLEASE.

I AM LOVE, SHOWING MY CARE SO PASSIONATELY,

LOVE TO FALL IN---TOO MANY TIMES SEEMINGLY

I AM MY WORD, IT'S ALL YOU GOT KEEPING IT REAL CAUSE I HAVE HEART

NOT ABOUT SHADY SCHEMES

I LOVE MY CITY, WHERE I GREW UP... N. Y. C...

HEMPSTEAD, WHERE YOU AT?, BROOKLYN, HELLO QUEENS!

FASHION CITY, FASHION SENSE, FASHION A MUST, THIS IS ME.

MORE THAN CLOTHES, BUT A STATEMENT, A LIFESTYLE, JUST CALL ME A FIEND.

I AM EXPRESSION, CREATIVE ART, NEVER RUNNING OUT OF STEAM

RELEASING INHIBITIONS, ALWAYS INVENTING, REJUVENATING..I AM QUEEN.

YOU BECOME WHAT YOU PRACTICE AND YOU SAY WHAT IT IS YOU MEAN.

YET WRITING MIGHT BE BETTER, EXPLAINING MAY BRING SOME DIFFICULTY..

I NEED POSITIVE PEOPLE AROUND ME, I NEED THAT LIFTING VIBE, THAT ENERGY..

THAT DON'T COME EASY, TOO MANY PEOPLE WITH FALSITIES.

I LOVE MY FAMILY, WITHOUT THEM I BELIEVE THERE IS NO ME...

MY CULTURE, SO DIVERSE, JAMAICA STAND UP GT!

BORN TO IMMIGRANTS WHO'VE MIGRATED HERE TO FIND THE AMERICAN DREAM...

SO I CAN'T FAIL, CARRYING THE TORCH MAKING A PATH FOR THE GENERATIONS TO BE.

BORN IN A GHETTO YET RAISED TO BE PRODUCTIVE IN SOCIETY.

HEARD THE JOKES HAD PEOPLE TELL ME WHAT I DREAM ARE IMPOSSIBILITIES.

BORN ALONE, MY SECOND HALF GONE HAD TO LEARN THAT'S HOW IT WAS TO BE.

DIDN'T KNOW I WAS A TWO UNTIL I HIT PUBERTY..

THOUGH IT NEVER FULLY FORMED ALWAYS KNEW A PART WAS MISSING FROM ME.

NEVER A MISTAKE, PRE-WRITTEN, BEFORE I COULD EVEN SPEAK.

SAW DIFFERENT WORLDS, LIVED AND HAD GREAT OPPORTUNITIES.

PARENTS SHIELDED ME FROM TROUBLE YET TROUBLE ALWAYS FOUND ME..

BUT I PERSEVERED, NOT A VICTIM, BUT I SING VICTORY.

I UNDERSTAND NOW, IT'S AS CLEAR AS MY MEMORIES.

'NEVER FORGET WHERE YOU CAME FROM' MY BEGINNINGS, LIKE LEARNING MY ABC'S

ALL MY LIFE EVENTS, MY STRUGGLES, PAINS, CRYING, PRAYING ON MY KNEES..

I MAKE MISTAKES, I'M ONLY HUMAN, SOMETIMES I MAY WALK WITH TWO LEFT FEET.

SOMETIMES I'M RIGHT, AT TIMES I'M WRONG BUT I'LL STICK TO MY BELIEF...

NOT AFRAID TO ADMIT MY FAULT, WHEN TRUTH RISES TO THE TOP FROM THE BOTTOM OF THE SEA.

I THANK GOD BECAUSE I KNOW IT'S JUST TO SEASON ME, FOR WHAT I WILL BECOME

AN EVEN BETTER ME...

Out the Woodworks

So much passion and energy, an eruption on Dante's Peak about to explode I'm on overheat.
Casting a shadow over my enemies, bad luck is your fortune your cuts made me bleed...
But I'm not dead Im just finally..Im stronger now from the ground look up I continue to suceed.
Many didn't but I just had to believe...It's either up or down my definition of success I hold the key.
Is it fast cars, a big house, forever fresh and clean
Or is it pay the debt of my family Do I take up the cross for my homies on the streets
Make sure my nieces want for nothing, prepare for my unborn seeds.
Some say Im over my head thinking up to big a dream
Failure, my biggest fear I need a strong team.
We stick together "Death before Disloyalty"
but it's hard to find true ones in double the amount of phonies
To me no purpose in life is like a catastrophe
What you do on this Earth who you help before you leave
I pray to God I can give back somehow to my community, but its hard to smile with
frowns tryna block me. So I can't see.
Its a rough job but Destiny chose me, I already know I bear the cross of the unseen.
I feel broken hears so they can be pain free.
Maybe I should have a drink to numb the blows I would receive.
No matter how many curses or spells you try to throw on me, it will fall back to you twice as bad backfire on your scheme!

I'm not Christ no where close I am unclean but I know through his blood, he covers me
I should have been dead long time but just like a light beam...
He shed his light so bright don't know why he saved me.
So success in my stars that's my Destiny. Struggles and pain, they're not there to finish me
I've got a heart of steel and my vision's clear I am not yet out of steam
The pressure never dies and I yearn sleep from anxiety
My pulse forever rising my heart still ticking, no time to prop my feet
So I can't let the next one claim my seat,
Take everything, my future... this will not be my defeat
So I'll continue to rid the negative and plant the positive and always take that leap.

Baby I'll Wait...But For How Long?

Cold Thoughts...

All I need is a track to mirror what I'm feeling

No need to re-enact the past cuz the present is what saved me.

I can't help the remnants of the past --

memories still haunt me.

I used to like fading to black, 

mix that henny that jack... don't judge me.

I ain't even made it yet,

Yet it's hard to trust those surrounding me.

I can't imagine blowing up and have the posers try to love me.

It's sad when the haters, the snakes, they're close like family.

It' hurts when they, like snakes, are in your own family...

How can you tell the difference when love for fam runs so deep...

Damn, I can't help but I hold them close to me..

Try to show nothing but love, like what's the reasoning?

I guess that's why our bills say "In God We Trust," our world revolves around it.

Maybe that's why I, like many others, have love for money....

In that way, separate emotions, heart bound no mistaken illusions, I try to believe.

No need to look to others for a sense of comfortablity.

Even though it may be important to maintain some sort of sensibility,

Sounds like a life of lonely, rolling dolo, not apart of a team.

So in conclusion, Eff people...

God and money Imma focus on truly.

Used to wonder how he did it, but now I understand how cold seems the only way to be...