DREAM

I Dream of Love

Tender Hands after Hard Work that's Rough

I Dream of Kisses

Sweet like Mango, Deep how the Nile Stretches

I Dream of Heartache

Twisting from Vast Emotions from a Warm Embrace

I Dream of Song

The Tie between Dreams + Reality. To You I Belong

I Dream of Your Smile

Your Voice, the Way you Move Your Style

I Dream of Conversations

Your Mind, Intelligent, Your Persuasion

I Dream of Your Strength

All Man yet as Meek as a Child

I Dream of a Lover yet Friend

More than a Romance, A Dream, my Reality So Wild

PRIDE WON'T LET ME SEE YOU

I miss him but my pride wont let me show emotions 'cuz I'm stronger than before, Feelings so distinct..I'm mad because I got the shorter straw…

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Love Got Me

Love got my heart trembling with fire, surpassing any and all desires
Love got me dreaming of you, there's no end no retire
Love motivates me and cripples any thought of another,
I simply reserve that space cuz' I know you are the buyer.

Love got me dreaming of moons and planets of which I've never seen
Love got me crying tears of happiness, it will come if I believe
Love makes me want to do the unthinkable all for you babe,
I cherish you, the key player, we are the dream team.

Love got me fantasizing of what should be, could be, would be
Love got me overlooking mountains blocking what we should see
Love makes me want to color you in all the colors not yet imagined,
Your beautiful for who you are, you are the air that I must breathe.

Love is what I see every time I look at your face 
Love is what I feel when I hear your voice, I love what it creates.
Love runs through my very veins, I have all to give to you
Love was, love still is ... Love heals all because it exists so great.

Love is the core of my very soul
Love is what we each have buried deep, from birth it grows
Love is you and me as I dream of us growing old
Love makes me check every minute on my phone.

Love always brings me back to you
Love teaches me forgiveness and patience too
Love softens my rough edges, when it comes to you.
I just wish you knew it was you...

The Color of Love

I've lost my spark
I'm passionate yet I've lost the ark
to take me away
Wading in an ocean of emotions
Further down in an abyss I stay.

This beam of light diminishes
as the anchor draws me deeper... away,
In many ways I look at this and say
It's the story of love we once shared
and now this day...

There is no longer, just what was...
A beautiful color turned to gray.
I'd hate to think it was a mistake
No regrets all decisions made I'll claim.

My heart, I feel I must train.
Yet I have visions of a perfect love
everlasting it will no longer fade.
His distance I feel, a name not known,
But in my heart it's engraved.

Perhaps love knows
before we were even made
Love is a funny entity
not quite logical
inheriting an infamous fame

Love, a funny thing really.
Embodies red, purples, greens
yellows, blues in every hue
Revealing beauty and darkness
in each and every ray

Looking for that white dove
to lead the way.
The purest of all shades
reflecting all colors
in every which way.

Can you withstand the rain
the downpour
all of it can you take?
Can you keep love before it
turns to gray?

Love waits for no one
With love...
There is no second, minute
or day.

STARS

Current mood:  inspired 

Something I wrote back in 08'...

Be the star your destined to be
Keep being positive and you'll see yourself succeed
Life and success doesn't come with ease
But it takes lessons, mistakes, and even scraped knees
Take everything into account learn from these things
Everything is inter­related, be observant of what life brings
Love yourself and love for what your not
Remember your unique for the qualities that you've got
Use your abilities and develop them... master them!
Work hard, you reap what you sow you can't be stopped!
Don't let negativity influence you to cause the ball to drop
Develop your swagger no one can duplicate
Be free love life! Get up even if you break!
Love that your beautiful!
Love that your made in his image!
Love your flaws!
Love that your great! 
Allow yourself to laugh, to cry, to rejoice!
Sing your song, release yourself, speak your voice!
Smile even when there's nothing to smile about
Give when you need the help...lol
Be the Sun though it's still dark out
Be a leader, gather the crowds.Thank God for life, thank God for stars
Its time to truly shine on Earth
Since we already exist in solar

MESSAGE OF THE DAY: CHANGE

Without change there is no growth.

Sometimes you have to go through ordeals in order to learn...

No one is perfect and no situation is perfect, everyone has their time and day.

When you come across a hardship, remain faithful.

Keep positive because the state of your mind determines the outcome.

You may not exactly be able to change your circumstance 

but you can change your well being for better or worse.

Think of it as being seasoned for what is to come and think of your last ordeal and how you had overcome.

When you are calm, ways of handling a situation will come easier than with a panic.

LET GO LET GOD..

"You GROW through what you GO through". 

~ Tyrese

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What's In for Spring: Boyfriend Jeans Part II

OK OK GUYS, I am finally posting a pic of my example of how to wear boyfriend jeans...as I had promised. Be bold and have confidence when you rock your pair! Remember don't be afraid to push the limits and make a statement! Enjoy...

What's In for Spring 2010: Boyfriend Jeans

http://us.levi.com/product/index.jsp?productId=4007535&cp=3146849.3146871.2765293

What's In for Spring 2010??

Well, for those who are tired of wearing your boyfriend's jeans (even though that is questionable if 

you did wear them), Levi's, Express, and other name brands have come up with the "Boyfriend 

Jeans" for women. I cop'd a pair myself and I must say they are very comfortable, loose, and 

trendy. They are a casual style which you can wear low on your hips and imitate the "skate-board 

look" minus the skinny leg trend. The pair above are Levi's button-fly 501® Original Jean and are 

"perfectly straight through the seat, thigh and leg." So stop wearing your man's jeans and get a 

pair of these! lol. Then top if off with a sexy, sheek top and some pumps. Nothing sexier than that!  

I will post a pair of my Levi's boyfriend jeans when I get chance...so stay tuned!!

Do You Think I Should Call It DESTINY???

 Sunday, December 6, 2009 at 1:58am

As time flies by I'm wondering why my peace of mind, stagnant waiting for a break in the silver lines that separates me from the heavens and the blessings in the sky.

I'm wondering why my break hasn't come but I know it's in formation..Faith, the basis for my rule of thumb...guiding me through the desert to find my oasis, I'm going places..

Destiny's plans not to hurt but to make me strong. Trying not to fumble my pass, I'm making it strong...BlOCKA! BLOCKA! Im shooting to the end zone!

Feeling my way but it's like I've traveled this route before. They say predestined before I was born. Nothing too far for my imagination..no I'm not gone.

Nothing is impossible, please believe my touchdown is there for me to score. But I have to endure all this anguish and pain enough to make an individual insane..but not a case just beyond what "professionals" can name..

Yet could it be my hidden desire is only fortune and fame or does my individuality naturally call for it- traveling on this track I never chose this train.

Confusion racks my brain because no other lane tunneled visioned straight to the game. Mini successes lead the way.

My lil' voice hoping it's not a trick of the trade. Everybody to the left or the right have something to say. Either proceed or turn around run the other way.

The only thing left to do but to fall on my knees and pray. No one knows the end but God knows all about my fate.

So this can't be a mistake even though I'm yearning for a break. Even when I want to quit, Destiny has a way of returning before I could blink.

Or before I could sink in the depths of an abyss. There she goes again with a rope, giving me a lift. What a trip.

Just to start the fight over again. Makes me wonder if life can just give me a hand permanently extend..

I just gotta keep moving, even when my feet are too tired to stand, because I know I won't be able to live if I've failed according to what is planned. To fail is man's universal plight but I struggle to push the thought out of my mind.

Gotta keep the loose ends tight. So many distractions in my blind eye stop wasting time!
No matter how hard a try, I stumble then get back up. It's gotta be because of my mother's prayers pointing me to the light.

I've got to stay right so easy to travel left. Sometime running out of breath..curiosity anxiety fills my chest.

Looking back at all the memories no more feelings just painted pictures freeze..

My mechanism of surviving how to move forward with ease. What is this all about an everlasting lesson got my stressing.

NO relief im seeking a tall tree..I'm getting to the top I don't give a funk about the scraped knees..I don't care about trying to please religious one's to appease.

Releasing what I've been blessed with not the influence of Satan please!...Face the Funk I may be different but I was born to lead...

Yes I've fallen but I am still here I still breathe..got the scars to prove it I know my past it ain't squeaky clean.

So as time flies by and I wonder why my peace of mind at times stagnant waiting for a break in the silver lines that separates me from the heavens and the blessings in the sky.

I know why my break hasn't come but I know it's in formation..Seasoning me for when I make it, so that I can flip it distribute it after "A1 steaking it". lol

My desire my passion..I see it therefore I am it. Don't be stunned.. just know my Faith, the basis for my rule of thumb...guiding me through the desert to find my oasis, I'm going places..

Just hoping when I get over to that side of land I can have my berries...so to speak

THE DEATH OF A HEARTBEAT...

THE DEATH OF A HEARTBEAT...

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 Monday, April 27, 2009 at 12:32am

the death of a heartbeat


when each string popped, I can't sing


just close my eyes and reminisce


of all the times I thought you were mine


naive of me thinking that I could believe


that you'll be different than the others it just seems...


so unreal that you can turn a 360


when you wanted me to take your word,


just take any that you've offered like a fiend


you were supposed to be the pie and I- your topping, your cream


turns out I was just the moment or your time being


baby don't lie to me, these games same song, new notes, different sheet


only now I no longer have music within me


because instead you've taken the only note and


shredded it like a damaged reed


so what was it? not pretty enough, woman enough, human enough...


I can't help but to be just me


taken for granted, I wish you can take my eyes so that you can see


the pain in my heart, my ears so you can hear the death of a heartbeat.

I AM UTTERLY DISGUSTED....A CHANGE MUST COME BUT WE ALL GOTTA PITCH IN!!

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 Tuesday, October 6, 2009 at 1:52am

I WROTE THESE A LIL WHILE BACK, inspire by one of the most deadliest experiences I've had to endure, unfortunately, 2 summers ago.. but it basically sums up everything I have went through and you have seen in general.. I felt like these entries NEEDED TO RE-SURFACED!!!

Bullets tear through the innocent, remembering the words from the "God's Son".
Lead tearing through the air as it seperates the LIVING from the DEAD.
Burning flesh, smokey air, screams of distress, body still laying LIFELESS.
Over and over again, memories play in my mind, remembering the SENSELESS.

Thankful realizing I am blessed to escape the madness.
Thankful yet saddened because one was not too lucky, yet we stood breast to breast.
I CONFESS- elated it wasn't me, I had another chance before I'm LAYED to REST.
Disturbances so REAL, memories pumping extra beats in my chest.
So UNREAL, one minute enjoying life, the next dodging BULLETS.
People running in desperation, suddenly realizing LIFE is PRICELESS.

The panic suddenly dies to a deafening silence.
RAT TAT TAT!! There it goes again!
Look over my shoulder- dread got shot in the head...
As he falls to the ground in his own bloody mess, I wonder Y he must suffer a crime so ruthless.
SENSELESS, gun fights, there goes a son, daughter CAUGHT IN THE NECK.
Can't see the world, explore their POTENTIAL, they've already taken their last breath.

This burdens me to the fullest and had brought me to tears of distress.
This cannot be the reality we've settled to POSSESS.
My anger emits from fear of never-ending cycles needed to be suppressed.

We hold the POWER to change lives, we are responsible until our DEATH.
NO ONE will do it for us, these issues we must ADDRESS.
But who cares, WHO CARES?!?!?! WHO COULD CARE LESS!

Why do we turn our heads, look to him or her to make a MOVE NEXT?
Our motto is now change! UNITY, LOVE will mend us best.
I know it's not easy but I don't know of easy tests.
We have to come together......R.I.P. PASTENCE.....

Part II.

Aren't you sick of the violence?
No change in the tenses.
Still walking in the past, no new stride for the present.
Dealing with the strife, no hope for the future.
A few realize, building foundation will bring change sooner.

Truer--we owe it to ourselves.
We have power, grab ahold Satan's hands--let it looser.
His tight grip confuses eyes, his lying tongue ruins lives.
He has no power like the God in us, no matter how much he tries.
Fight it harder, or there will be no more you and I.

When there's an urge to destroy each other, We'll be forever lost in sight.
This is our opportunity, join together...
The outcome is worth the trials.
We will no longer by blinded by the past,
Just to move on marching towards the light.

Our pain will be our joy.
You can't have the left without the right.
No beginning without the end.
After death there is life.
This is my answer to what I've written.
A cry from all those tragic nights.
No more will we stand by--
The young dying from guns and knives..

Malika, the Queen